Sometimes fighting by yourself in a city where people mind their own business and don't care about anything else that is going on can be hard.. that's why I want to run away.. To a place where someone cares, where anyone cares...
I am in a city where everybody cares. And I want to run away just as much. I think there comes a point in life where all you want to do is contradict everything that life throws at you.
hmm maybe you are right.. for me it's not so much about the people caring, I can't explain, it's about people being superficial. Everyone cares at a superficial level but the deep issues in your life - the ones that you need support to handle are the ones that people never touch. Those are the battles you have to face alone and I want to run away more from facing those battle than proving to myself that I care about myself. It's all really complicated I guess. But it's just if people can superficially care then why can't they really care? just some food for thought I guess. But maybe I am biased by my experience with people in general.
hmm maybe you are right.. for me it's not so much about the people caring, I can't explain, it's about people being superficial. Everyone cares at a superficial level but the deep issues in your life - the ones that you need support to handle are the ones that people never touch. Those are the battles you have to face alone and I want to run away more from facing those battle than proving to myself that I care about myself. It's all really complicated I guess. But it's just if people can superficially care then why can't they really care? just some food for thought I guess. But maybe I am biased by my experience with people in general.
I don't know how.. I am facing the exact same thing right now. Makes it tough to share your stories with people you just can't get to knowing genuineness of, you know? I mean.. It's so much distance.. And I do believe every man's an island... We should be able to build bridges and meet people halfway.. Healthy relationships just cannot have these insecurities.. And I keep looking forward. Looking ahead to better days. I think that's what you should do to. I have taken up something I call social hibernation.. The term is self-explanatory. Just get your head clear.. Get some space. :) Cheers!
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Good decision, Live as if your mind
ReplyDeletehuh? live as if your mind? what does that mean!?
ReplyDeleteI am in a city where everybody cares. And I want to run away just as much.
ReplyDeleteI think there comes a point in life where all you want to do is contradict everything that life throws at you.
hmm maybe you are right.. for me it's not so much about the people caring, I can't explain, it's about people being superficial. Everyone cares at a superficial level but the deep issues in your life - the ones that you need support to handle are the ones that people never touch. Those are the battles you have to face alone and I want to run away more from facing those battle than proving to myself that I care about myself. It's all really complicated I guess. But it's just if people can superficially care then why can't they really care? just some food for thought I guess. But maybe I am biased by my experience with people in general.
ReplyDeletehmm maybe you are right.. for me it's not so much about the people caring, I can't explain, it's about people being superficial. Everyone cares at a superficial level but the deep issues in your life - the ones that you need support to handle are the ones that people never touch. Those are the battles you have to face alone and I want to run away more from facing those battle than proving to myself that I care about myself. It's all really complicated I guess. But it's just if people can superficially care then why can't they really care? just some food for thought I guess. But maybe I am biased by my experience with people in general.
ReplyDeleteI don't know how.. I am facing the exact same thing right now. Makes it tough to share your stories with people you just can't get to knowing genuineness of, you know? I mean.. It's so much distance.. And I do believe every man's an island... We should be able to build bridges and meet people halfway.. Healthy relationships just cannot have these insecurities.. And I keep looking forward. Looking ahead to better days.
ReplyDeleteI think that's what you should do to. I have taken up something I call social hibernation.. The term is self-explanatory. Just get your head clear.. Get some space. :)
Cheers!
thanks! :) :)
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